Last night at our Relay Wrap Up party I was just talking to a friend who asked me why I was doing all this. She asked me point blank what I was getting from it. I couldn’t answer, but I couldn’t stop thinking about her question either.
I gave up a quilting trip to Texas in April where I would have taught two classes and given three trunk shows, and profited just a little bit for my Relay fundraising.
I have given up quilting almost totally, there isn’t enough time to quilt any more.
I have been away from my own home and slept on her sofa almost as much as I have been home and slept in my own bed.
I am worried sick about things I have no control over, and can do nothing to fix.
What am I getting from it? Worries, sleepless nights, and heartache too painful to even begin to describe.