So if everyone knows it why am I trying to hide it? Why am I denying to myself and everyone else that every muscle in my body is screaming at me? Why am I hiding the fact that I’ve slept 31 hours in the last 48 and still feel like I could sleep another hundred hours?I upped my prednisone this morning, just a little, hoping that will help this flare up. I am prepared to up it again tomorrow if I don’t feel better by the end of today. I hate taking pills, but I hate hurting more.
I refuse to let this get me down, and if I have to take more meds and get that dreaded prednisone puff, so be it. Right now I’d rather look like the Stay Puft Marshmallow woman than hurt like hell.